one day me or someone else is gonna fuck up and I'm finally gonna get to indulge in my violent wishes. I just wanna hit someone with a book but nobody deserves that yet and I can't figure out how to do it in a way that wouldn't bring any scrutiny to me. maybe I'd be better off with sabotage but once again WHO would I do it to, and I mean even then I'm not really a master at it, how would I spread rumors without anyone finding out it was me.

actually wait shit there's a lot of ways to spread rumors secretly, I could just tape printed out notes talking about bullshit all over the place but one again, also I don't hate anyone enough to actually go through with that
I could
AGH   BUT THAT'S TOO STRESSFUL I JUST WANNA BRAIN SOMEONE GODS UGH.